Annoyed

I had an annoyance occur today, twice actually. Not that its uncommon, but its something that just bothers me to no end. Some may not care to hear what I have to say, but I am a woman and I have morals, respect, and dignity. I seem to come across to most guys as some, for lack of a better word...object. Its almost as if they don't care that I have feelings or a personality. Now I'm not saying every guy is like that, but I will say its around 60%, if not more. I'm not trying to be mean and nit-pick. I just get so frustrated that I'm viewed that way. I'd say I'm a moderately intelligent woman in today's society. When someone gets to know me they find out who I am and generally like me. I rarely cross paths with someone who won't get along with me.

Another thing, I haven't understood why trying to have a boyfriend, or even dating someone is a game. If someone could explain that to me, I'd appreciate it. My friend and I discuss this all the time. We don't know why you can't just like someone, have them like you back and just be together. If only it were that simple right? Psh. Instead we've gotta play this stupid little mind game where we act like we don't like you so that you'll be interested and vice versa! Its very unnerving! Probably a reason I've been single for over the past 2 years. I get frustrated and give up. Yes, I've dated quite a bit, but it never goes anywhere beyond that. And what gets me is that they say I'm a great girl and all. "Such a sweetheart and fun to be around", but yet totally don't want me, haha, wow. Blows my mind. Although after all is said and done they decide they actually want to have some sort of relationship with me, but I'm so over the situation that I don't care anymore.

And to think, I actually thought I had it all figured out...or atleast pretty well figured out, guess I was wrong... =(