Tuesday, March 31, 2009

Hypocrites

I found out some interesting things today from a fairly reliable source. I was told some things in regards to people I went to high school with. I gotta say, I feel like a saint these days. In high school I felt so judged by my peers. It seemed as if I was this horrible, God-awful person, when in fact I was actually a pretty good kid. I didn't smoke or do any sort of drugs and I still don't do any to this day. I've never touched a cigarette or anything else and I've never shot up anything. So I'm clean and I'm proud of that. Drinking is a different story. I had my part phase when I was 15-16, I'll admit that, but after all that, I rarely drink. In fact I forget I'm 21 half the time. Anyway, this information I had found out shocked me. I didn't know if I should believe it at first, but these boys did get into all that business back in the day until they all randomly because this overly religious group that everyone hated. I never hated the guys, but sometimes I felt they were a bit overbearing for most people. And I also had this awkward feeling when I would be around them sometimes that I was lower than them. Like I wasn't good enough to be associated with them. And now, they do all the partying and all that. I hardly everrrrrr party. I'm sorta lame I guess, but I don't get caught up in all the hype of it. I have a select few people I will drink with and thats it. I don't go to these random house parties and drink, smoke...whatever. This is the life I have choosen and I know I'm a good person inside and out. I've made mistakes, yes, but haven't we all? We aren't perfect, we're only human. Its natural to make mistakes, its how we learn.

1 comment:

  1. Kayla, Sounds like you are smart rather than lame. Listen to your voice - you are headed in the right direction! ~Ms. A

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