Spring Break

This year for spring break I'm going down to my parents for the week. Just getting away from school and other shenanigans what bring me down through out the week. Over time I get dragged down and bummed about things involving classes and whatnot. Being its all I know and breathe for weeks on end. Full of homework, assignments, exams, and even some new friendships along the way. I will be glad to have school finish and done with when the time comes, but for now I have to battle through the trenches and roll with the punches that the professors give me. Hopefully I will see friends from back home and visit with them. I miss all my friends down there so much. It sucks and I hate it. They know me for who I am and respect me for how I am. I don't see many people from my hometown, nor do I care to. Not trying to make it sound bad, but once I graduated I didn't much care to keep ties with many of them. Most judged me horribly and negatively, unlike my friends from Joplin. However, all in all I wasn't a bad person to begin with. I hung out with older people because the ones from my class didn't talk to me much, unless there was no one else around to talk to - as if they would be ashamed to talk to me otherwise. I thought that was a rather good influence among my peers. I never gave in to peer pressure or anything. I did my own thing, perhaps thats whats wrong with me. I didn't listen to what anyone told me. I believed in myself and did things for myself. I hate depending on anyone or giving anyone my problems to deal with. They are my own so I take care of them myself.