Lost Feelings

Have you ever had such emotional feelings for someone and that person didn't want you anymore so you crushed the feelings you once had for that person? Only to find out that person wants you back in their life and you absolutely don't feel the same anymore? Well I'm dealing with that exact situation right now. I can easily have this guy back in my life if I wanted, but I discovered lastnight while hanging out with him and his friends that I just don't think I could ever feel the same for him like I used to. That may sound awful, but when you've moved on what can you do right? I was testing to see if I still had any of those feelings there for him, but honestly, they are non-existant now. I can't seem to find them anymore. He's a really great guy though and he's hardworking and successful. He will do great things with himself, but I just don't think him and I can work things out to be together. Atleast definately not right now. I'm up here going to school and he's in Joplin working all the time. Maybe when I get through some school and get myself sorted I can see where things stand, but I honestly don't have high hopes for him and I. Which makes me pretty sad in some aspects, but I can't exactly control how my heart feels. When its made up its mind there's not going back. If I move on, I'm done. I rarely go back to someone who didn't want me the first time. I will always have that lingering thought of..."Am I good enough?" Cause if I wasn't the first time, why will it be different the second time around?? Hm...who knows what my future holds, I just wish someone would tell me. I'm growing restless...